Writer's block. Complete in addition to talk writers block. Tomorrows shipping is almost finished in addition to Wednesday's is 3/4's done - but equally far equally today - I got nothing.
Except...... Sometimes I wonder if my pancreas is equally tired of non working equally I am of it non working.
Does it e'er wonder why it crapped out in addition to does it e'er examine to kick-start itself later 35 years of doing null equally far equally insulin production is concerned.
Does my pancreas bring passive agressive crap from the other organs for dragging them downward in addition to affecting their synergy equally a whole - Or conduct maintain they collectively accepted it in addition to adapted their ain behaviors to over compensate for my pancreas' lackluster performance.
Is my pancreas hip to the fact that it's non in addition to therefore secretly been replaced amongst an electronic pancreas that runs on batteries, is clipped to my hip in addition to is filled amongst brusque acting insulin that is continually (as inwards damn close about 24X7,) being siphoned through an infusion laid upwardly in addition to tubing in addition to continually in addition to subcutaneously into my person?
And has my pancreas caught on to the fact that a multitude of glucose meters create their best to create the monumentious chore of regulating my blood carbohydrate - Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 labor that my pancreas is no longer capable of doing.
Does my pancreati endure from functioning anxiety when it's fourth dimension for it to secrete digestive enzymes?
And yes, I realize I'm personifying an organ of my trunk - But that's null new. Some people conduct maintain been known to genuinely advert sure as shooting outside trunk parts, (cough, cough, teach your remove heed out of the gutter, but aye that's where I was going) in addition to therefore don't judge.
But seriously, this is the materials I intend virtually when I conduct maintain writer's block in addition to endeavour to create a gratis write practise in addition to I was merely wondering if I'm completely nuts or conduct maintain you lot e'er wondered the same?
Except...... Sometimes I wonder if my pancreas is equally tired of non working equally I am of it non working.
Does it e'er wonder why it crapped out in addition to does it e'er examine to kick-start itself later 35 years of doing null equally far equally insulin production is concerned.
Does my pancreas bring passive agressive crap from the other organs for dragging them downward in addition to affecting their synergy equally a whole - Or conduct maintain they collectively accepted it in addition to adapted their ain behaviors to over compensate for my pancreas' lackluster performance.
Is my pancreas hip to the fact that it's non in addition to therefore secretly been replaced amongst an electronic pancreas that runs on batteries, is clipped to my hip in addition to is filled amongst brusque acting insulin that is continually (as inwards damn close about 24X7,) being siphoned through an infusion laid upwardly in addition to tubing in addition to continually in addition to subcutaneously into my person?
And has my pancreas caught on to the fact that a multitude of glucose meters create their best to create the monumentious chore of regulating my blood carbohydrate - Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 labor that my pancreas is no longer capable of doing.
Does my pancreati endure from functioning anxiety when it's fourth dimension for it to secrete digestive enzymes?
And yes, I realize I'm personifying an organ of my trunk - But that's null new. Some people conduct maintain been known to genuinely advert sure as shooting outside trunk parts, (cough, cough, teach your remove heed out of the gutter, but aye that's where I was going) in addition to therefore don't judge.
But seriously, this is the materials I intend virtually when I conduct maintain writer's block in addition to endeavour to create a gratis write practise in addition to I was merely wondering if I'm completely nuts or conduct maintain you lot e'er wondered the same?
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