Carrying A Snappy Piddling Handbag Amongst Your Snappy Piddling Dark Clothing Takes To A Greater Extent Than Or Less Work. #Diabetesfact

What the basis sees.....

Aerial interior shot of the crammed contents

Early Sabbatum eventide I dumped out the contents of my niggling pinkish leather Sigred Olsen handbag alongside with the lime light-green interior that I bought on sale at TJMaxx a few years back, in addition to 1 time once to a greater extent than tried putting the contents dorsum in.

I placed my photographic boob tube camera on it's side in addition to placed my hairbrush adjacent to it, followed past times phone, glucose meter, in addition to exam strips -which were inwards a modest clear plastic makeup bag. 

In the commencement of three modest niggling side pockets went a modest ziplock handbag containing containing 1 pump reservoir filled alongside most fifty units of fast acting insulin (just inwards representative the thirty units left inwards my pump got skunky,) 2 Triple AAA batteries in addition to a quarter inwards representative my insulin pump's battery needed to live changed. In the adjacent side niggling side pocket I placed some describe organisation cards in addition to inwards the tertiary side pocket were some glucose tabs. 

In the inner modest zippered side pocket of my handbag I placed my keys, cash,  license, in addition to modest 2 inch bottle of hairspray to battle frizz (I'm from Bailiwick of Jersey afterward all) in addition to zipped it upwards tight. 

And finally, an extra infusion laid upwards for emergencies was thrown inwards for expert stair out in addition to my sunglasses because it was all the same calorie-free out. In the outer side pocket was  a granola bar, lipstick, lip gloss, compact in addition to a twenty bucks only inwards representative I: 

1. Needed a snack earlier I hitting the buffet

2. Had to reapply my lipstick

3. Needed quick cash for the bar

4. I needed to practice all of the inwards a higher house in addition to and thus some. 

And when all was said in addition to done I could barely zilch upwards the bag. 

All I wanted to practice was to behave a splash of coloring inwards the shape of a hot pinkish compact leather handbag alongside my niggling dark dress. 

I wanted to await pretty in addition to sleek in addition to effortless. 

But sometimes casual chic is anything but when you're forced to behave a modest chemist's shop on your person. 

And for a minute (OK, much longer than a second,) I became incredibly frustrated in addition to had to blink dorsum the tears. 

And in addition to thus I was like: SNAP OUT OF IT. I hateful afterward all, it was only a handbag in addition to inwards the grand system of things it wasn't of import - And I knew that - I REALLY DID. I knew that had enough of larger bags that would practice the fox in addition to await OK in addition to I knew that who the hell cares - IT'S JUST Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 F*C&ing handbag. 

But inwards my catch I had a await I was going for. Sort of Audrey Hepburn meets Marjory Kunik circa 1950s/early sixties alongside a k2 twist all rolled into 1 in addition to I wanted to larn inwards work.
I'd clipped my insulin pump to my my garter on my leg in addition to it was tucked out of site in addition to wasn't the problem, but all the other diabetes crap that I had to behave was. 

And to a greater extent than than that - I was only sick of having to bargain alongside diabetes when it came to something that people alongside perfect pancreases never had to intend about. IT'S JUST Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 F8C&ING HANDBAG - WHY DOES DIABETES HAVE TO COME INTO PLAY!!! 

And in addition to thus I made peace alongside it in addition to moved on. I came to the decision that if I was going to opened upwards my handbag, I couldn't practice it inwards a rush - Or I'd adventure losing something of import similar my license or my meter. and reminded myself of that fact over in addition to over 1 time to a greater extent than piece I was waiting for my friends to selection me up.

And you lot know what? It worked. I was careful in addition to it actually wasn't the large bargain I idea it would be.  But to a greater extent than importantly, I made it function in addition to got over it .... And a wonderful fourth dimension was had past times all.